okayy.
i know i've said this many times.

but i'm really a blur person.
besides that,i'm super cowardly.

even i cant stand myself.
why in the world am i so stupid???
so blurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

my gosh man.

like today,
i couldnt go back home.
came back and bought my lunch, and SUDDENLY,
i realised that i didnt bring the house key with me.
mum's out for facial.
so theres nobody at home.

seriously, at that point of time, i really feel ....arghs....
so just had to wait for mum to come home.
luckily, mum didnt take very long. at most 30mins?
yeah, so thats very stupid of me. i know.

OH YEAH.
forgotten to say,
just now after school was very blur for me too.
arghs, wanted to keep my white ring file in locker,
so very HAPPILY, took the lift down with hcl teacher
AND guess what?

TOTALLY forgotten to bring my white file down.
yes, i'm very stupid.

well,putting my blurness aside,
i'm watching vids now,and at the same time, doing history research.
for that,i've totally NO idea.
and i know that i have to do hw,(theres like a huge mountain of it)
but i dont feel like doing though.

lazy lazy lazy.
arghs, i think i'll just watch this ep first.
and let things come naturally.
:]

its long since i posted.
i know that.

watching vids while i'm typing now.
will get bored in the middle of the vids.
i guess everyone will feel that way somehow or rather.

but,
anyway.

i'm super angry by the UNFAIR treatment given to us man.
the sc.
or what jeswyn says by the stupid club.
LOL.
or what i said by scaredy cat.

I'M a freaking sc.
its freaking unfair that some ppl can get to be the
leaders of the grp.
i am just so angry.

how can it be like this?

this world is never fair.
there isnt anything in the world thats fair.
be it is the school. or at home. or working even.

this is life.
and this is how things become.
i hate it man.

sighs,
i guess there isnt anything we can do.
just to sorta accept it and see how things go.

okay.
apparently i lost weight.
and i gained it back last week.
not all, but i gained.

AND.
going to lond0n&shanghai on tuesday.
WHICH MEANS.
more food.
xiaolongbao.
= MORE WEIGHT GAIN.

I AM ANGRY NOW.


okay,
i've calmed down.
gonna be overseas from 22/12 to 1/1
YAY?
okay.
i'm totally looking forward to it.
BECAUSE.
1)its gonna be COLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
i totally love cold weather.the colder,the better.

2)MANY THINGS WILL BE BOUGHT.
i dunno what,but i know i'll go crazy shopping.
my boots, clothes,blahblahblahblahblah.

sooooooooooo happpppyyyyyy.
went to phuket,pulau ubin,london&shanghai this hol.
even though pu is in spore, at least i stayed overnight there.
and you need to travel by a speedboat.

bought stuff from phuket.
i forgotten what.
it was stated in my phuket post.
pu, i had spa?
london-shanghai. no idea yet.
singapore. forgotten. but i know i bought stuff.

basically,
i my hols this year is more fufilling than last year's.
went to more places, had less time HAVING NOTHING TO DO.

so,
satisfied.

at home watching vids.
watching so many things at the same time.
havent finish tuition hw yet.
guess i will do it tonight.
or tmr morning before teacher comes.

music bank later.
just wanna see jojo live.

having mixed feelings bout the holiday trip.
if theres a strike on the 21st, we wont go.
but if theres no strike, its either dad and i go straight
to shanghai to meet mum,
or follow mum's whole trip.
london to shanghai to london,back to spore.

it'll be long though.
thats all i'm feeling uneasy about.
21st to 1st jan.
i think its gonna be cool if xmas&new year is spent in london.
but i'm jusst not sure if i should miss the
sec1 registration.

missed the camp.
they didnt ask me to go for the open house.
now if i miss the registration,i dunno if they will
actually know i exist in the sc or something.

maybe i'm thinking more deeply bout this.
but ever since the camp incident,
i dun really care for the sc anymore.
its really stupid. thats what i realise.
so it seems that even if i miss this one once again,
as long as they dun kick me out,its ok for me.

c'mon.
its not wrong for me to go overseas everytime
they have things on.

the west view thing,
i had stomah flu.
camp,i went phuket.
orientation,i dunno if they forget about me or what.
registration,london-shanghai.

what do you want me to do man.

sc sucks.

its yuri's birthday today.

happy birthday! :]

wonder what snsd's doing now..
guess they're preparing for today's music core
its great to know that they will be performing,
its been long.

suju too.
kibum better perform during their comeback.
sj just doesnt seem right without 1 person missing.
no, i should say sj feels like 12 pax only.
like kb doesnt even exist.

back from pulau ubin.
went with my uncle,aunty&cousins...
though its only a short trip(2days),
at least i had some fun:]

yes, I, nerissa lee do not know how to ride a bike.
so i took the 2 person bike thingy thing with my uncle.
we cycled to the jetty and had our lunch there.
it rained.
we waited for the rain to stop before going back again.

it started drizzling halfway again.
it was alright cause you cant really feel the raindrops at all.
BUT.
suddenly,all the leaves started dropping and
there was this gust of wind.
wooosh.
it started to rain.
i must say,its the 1st time i was under the rain like this.
quite fun:]
we rode as fast as we could.

did some fishing.
had the fish spa thing.
you seriously have to bare with it.
after a while, its like a current flowing through you.
played beach volleyball too.

theres only 1 thing I HATE.

INSECTS. A.K.A MOSQUITOES.

i seriously hate them.

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HATES
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CREEPY CRAWLIES
INSECTS&MORE INSECTS
EVEN MORE INSECTS
seriously,i hate them
not to mention,i'm afraid of them

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